I’m sitting here waiting for you to call, and I've never been so impatient.
God you have me waiting on you. You must know how great a feat that is, as I never wait on people. I usually couldn't care less if I'm sitting by the phone when it rings, but for some reason you've changed that about me. I've been sitting here staring at this damn phone since you fell asleep.
Just waiting. Waiting to hear that voice that can make me smile no matter how upset I am.
These last few days have been amazing. Once I was finally able to accept the fact that I was hopelessly in love with you I was able to be a lot more happy. I haven't stopped smiling in a few days now.
I just really hope that this is what you want. That you want to be with me, and will love me for who I am. Not what I am. Because I really love you. And that isn't an easy thing for me to admit.
But I do. You are honestly amazing honey. Being this far away from you right now is killing me. I want nothing more than to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. To be with you and know that this is it. This is love. And I can stop searching.
You know I am yours. I didn’t even make the choice. I didn't even think about it. But it crept upon me. My heart made the choice my brain couldn't. And I’m happy it did. I wouldn't want it any other way.
I can't wait for the day that I can hold you in my arms every day and kiss you.
I can't wait for that day. I just can't wait.
You continue to amaze me every day. And though there is a small age gap between us, I believe that you are mature enough for me. One year and ten months has left us at incredibly even maturity levels.
You are enjoyable to talk to, easy to love, and breathtaking to look at.
I am the luckiest man alive and of that I am sure.
I have so much more to say, but my computer is about to log me off.
Call me when you wake up,
Jack Ryan
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